It's no secret that a lot of crazy shit has been happening this year. We are smack dab in the middle of a global pandemic, and the little things we took for granted were stripped from our existence. Nothing like this has happened in our lifetimes, and people are not taking it well. People are getting pissed off, looting, causing physical harm to others, and creating political uprisings. It's fucking insane out there.
There are a few of us, however, who have actually become stronger and more awakened. In the midst of this chaos, some of us have found strength, inner peace and self-love. We are looking at the world with a new lens. This power didn't come without a price, however. Some of us went down traumatic paths in order to become awakened. For me, I went through various heartbreaks. People I trusted betrayed me. An entire church turned their back on me when I asked a couple of questions about Donald Trump. Months later, I ended a 19 year friendship with my best friend, because I realized she was an incredibly toxic soul with sketchy intentions. That same day, I ended a romance with a guy I thought could be 'the one.' The fallout with my best friend cost me 6 more friendships. While that could have been enough to crush anyone, it empowered me. I felt peace in the innermost parts of my soul. It was the first time I stuck up for myself, and in turn, I began to love myself for the first time.
When I looked at the outside world, I didn't recognize it. Through my clear lens, I saw snakes in the political arena, bullies in law enforcement, and falsehoods being taught in churches.
I realized that I needed to pursue this awakening within me. A friend of mine mentioned spiritual awakening to me, and it has been weighing on me. She then mentioned that a lot will be happening around December 21, 2020.
From my research, I learned that a lot of cosmic energy will be hitting the planet, and there will be a lot of spiritual shifts taking place. The close proximity of both Jupiter and Saturn will also impact the energies. The closeness of these two planets has not happened in 800 years.
With it being 2020, I have a feeling that people are going to be extra on 12/21.
If someone talked to me like this 6 months ago, I would have thought they were crazy AF. However, after everything I've been through this year, it all make sense.
There is no fucking way I would have survived the pain I went through this year, if I wasn't being awakened spiritually. I would have allowed those experiences to kill me, and I would be going through the motions in life. Instead, I'm present. I'm trying to understand what's going on in life, and within myself. I don't even see myself choosing sides in anything. I go with what I feel is right, and I call out anything that I see is wrong. It's confusing to a lot of people, but I don't care. I don't live to impress anyone. I live to better myself, and to raise the next generation to be a fully awakened and kind spirit. Everything else is extra. It has taken me a lifetime to realize that society has it all wrong. Don't be afraid to pursue your own life.
I will be talking more about spiritual awakenings in future posts.
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